Here it goes... (aka, it's all gone)

So I'll be short and sweet.

Just kidding, nothing about this is sweet.

I'm a writer. You all know that. Words are my soul. And when I lose words, it tears me apart and makes me want to throw something out a window. It hasn't happened much in the past. Sometimes a couple pages or about 500 words.

However, I just lost 4,850 words of my short story NaNo novel.

Yeah.


4,850 words.

GONE.

Lines of witty sarcasm.

GONE.

Two awesome characters with to-come deep development.

GONE.

Probably one of the best plots in my entire life.

GONE.


Basically, I'm quite a bit emotionally traumatized now, so I don't know exactly how active I'll be on any website. Right now it's late nights watching Disney movies and eating popcorn and chocolate until my writing spirit is replenished.
Which might take a while.

~Emma


P.S.
Here is some sacred text.... all that's left:

  That night, Reese couldn’t sleep. Though she had momentarily lost herself in eating four popsicals with her mom, when she had finally come to be alone in bed, her thoughts couldn’t help but wander to what she’d said to Adrian.
  It was mean. She shouldn’t have sunk to his level. Then again, he had needed that rant, no matter how much she hated being the one giving it to him. Maybe she should’ve just paid for the icecream, but she shouldn’t let herself get pushed around by others either.
  He had alway been a jerk. When had he ever not been one? Reese sighed, remembering what she’d witnessed by the river this afternoon. Maybe Adrian did have a heart, but from what she had seen she couldn’t decide if his true heart was scarier or not than the one he showed at school. But she had seen him crying... did that account for anything?